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Flying by Dianakit12
Flying
I have no idea where this was taken (aside from the fact that I was inside the play :XD:). I thought it was pretty :meow:
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Ramen! by Dianakit12
Ramen!
I got to try real ramen for the first time earlier today! It was awesome o-o and a very huge bowl.
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I might jump on, but it'll be rare and extremely few and far between.

I'm going on deployment so internet is going to be like dial-up.

Hope all of you have a wonderful summer and fall! I'll be back (with tons of pictures) this winter!

Hello Japan ;)
  • Mood: Emotional
I went to the gym with my boyfriend last night.

I know that doesn't sound like much, but I was absolutely terrified the whole ride there. We got into the gym and I couldn't stop shaking and had to keep taking deep breaths, trying to focus on my boyfriend instead of all the people there.

We got to the first exercise and Nick showed me how to do a squat with the bar bell and all. Really easy to do, yeah? No weight on it, just the bar. Sure, easy!

No. No it isn't. I started crying and shaking really bad. My chest got tight and Nick just grabbed my shoulders and had me focus on him. All the mirrors there, I could see other people working out and everything. I really just wanted to leave and forget about the gym.

Nick helped me calm down and stood behind me while I did the squats so that I could just focus on him and he just kept talking to me. I didn't stop shaking the whole time because I was just nervous.

I know the people there weren't watching me. At least, not any I noticed. But it's in the back of my mind that someone's watching and judging me. That I look stupid and don't belong in the gym. That I just seem awkward and shit.

I hate feeling like that. I hate feeling like I'm being watched and judged whenever I go outside or to work or anything.

I think maybe I should start taking my medicine again, but I hated how it made me feel. Like, I didn't care about anything. I had no emotions whatsoever and that scared me more than thinking someone was watching me.

Ugh. Gym again tonight, hopefully I do better.
  • Mood: Depressed

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IriskaArt Featured By Owner May 19, 2015
Thx so much for watch :heart:
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neko-rulz Featured By Owner May 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for watching me! :iconyaytigerplz:
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Dragonlover77 Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2015   Digital Artist
:dance::love::happybounce:.: Dianakit12 :. Commission by Dragonlover77 :dance::love::happybounce:
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LaWave Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Just to put it simply: you are amazing XD earned yourself a watchdog :3
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owlity Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2015
Thank you so much for the watch!!
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